Wednesday, September 9, 2015

Not Knowing

“Children have I reared and brought up, but they have rebelled against me. An ox knows it’s owner, and a donkey it’s master’s manger, but Israel does not know, my people do not understand.” Isaiah 1:2-3

Isaiah dives right in with warnings, with chastisement.  This is not cheery reading.  Why is it here?  What does this teach me about the heart of God?

God is desperately worried about His children, here the children of Israel.  He’s calling them out in very strong terms. I’m no farm animal expert, but my understanding is that donkeys and oxen aren’t the brightest crayons in the box.  In essence He’s saying even the donkey and ox know better than His people.

He’s addressing their rebellion by saying they do not know and they do not understand.
Do all sins begin with the not knowing?  In our times, not knowing might be the greatest rebellion.  Not knowing means I choose to know something else.

“Inconsideration of what we do know is as great an enemy to us in religion as ignorance of what we should know.”  Matthew Henry

I am frequently guilty of not considering what I know.  In other words, I choose to ignore what I know when it’s inconvenient to my pursuit of what I want.

The beginning of Isiah has more questions than answers for me.  But questions have the potential to reveal my heart.  And the passion and concern expressed in Isaiah 1 convinces me that my heart is of great concern to my God.

Verse 4 challenges me to assess my personal discipleship. Is there anything I have abandoned, despised or forsaken, relinquished or turned away from?
-Have I abandoned fellowship with God?
-Have I forsaken time with God? (I can try to pretend that forsaken time with God does not mean I’ve forsaken God, but really in any relationship if I give up spending time with a person, I’ve given up the person.)
-Have I relinquished reading my Bible? Prayer?
-Have I left spiritual practices behind?
-Have I scorned or despised anything of God?
-Have I turned my back in the act of turning to something else?  How frequently have I ignored God and my spiritual life?
-Have I turned away or aside from God? Have I chosen another (person or thing) to pour my time, energy and love into? Who or what am I following?

I think God is  trying to convey to me in the strongest possible way that rebellion is serious.  Sin is serious.


In the Old Testament, in Isaiah, we read of judgment for iniquity but also of the promise of forgiveness. (v18) I live under that the new covenant where my sin is forgiven and wiped away!  Hallelujah! However, I still need to remember my sin is serious primarily because my sin is an obstacle to knowing God. And oh how I want to know God!! 

1 comment:

Unknown said...

I've just today read both of your blogs on Isaiah 1, after making my own notes and jotting down some thoughts. I'm sure everyone will have their own individualized angle based on their experience and where they are on their journey. Mine happens to be based on that question you posed, "if I know something, why am I choosing to not know it?" Further more, I know that if I stop long enough to be quiet and listen, God will reveal stuff to me (I KNOW THIS TOO! ) so, that's another reason I simply don't stop! My "excuse" for doing this has been (more in the past than now as much) based on the lie that if I start pulling things out of the drawer I'm going to find something that hurts! Or, that I simply don't want to "deal with it right now". It's still sin because the bottom line is that I'm not trusting God and thereby remaining in sin (in the inward parts). So, on some level the not knowing is about pain. Albeit momentary and based on past trauma (I'm sure the Children of Israel had more than their share of this during this time too!) If I stop to consider that I'm sacrificing the very(deeper/closer) relationship I want to have with God for the sake of self-protection even as pitiful and fleeting as it is, well that is my Holy Spirit given wake up call! What have I learned? That for me, I need to make sure that I'm stopping long enough to let Gods Word and the Holy Spirit seep down through all the parts of my mind and be willing to allow The Word and the Spirit to have it's work in me.